Sometimes life happens when you are writing…


The unexpectedness of life should not come as a surprise to me at this point in my life. I have experienced both the boons and the bane of the unexpected. And yet, here I am again, surprised by life’s unforeseen moments.

In mid-October, I had great plans to make progress on revising the rough draft of my third book, Breath of Gods, while celebrating my anniversary in Mexico. In the first couple of days, I resisted the lure of the ocean. I consoled myself with a view from on high as I worked on what has proved to be a really challenging introduction to the end of this story that has been in my head since 2009. A lot has changed in nine years. The story has evolved. The characters and I have both grown. And while I know where the story is going, I have left room for the unexpected to happen to the plot and characters–a luxury that life on a deadline does not always allow the writer.

But the unforeseen did happen on this well-planned trip.  In the early hours of our third day in Mexico, my husband developed a medical complication that required hospitalization, and ultimately a lengthy surgery. As I navigated four different bureaucracies in two different languages while creating technological workarounds, my writing, deadlines, and pending commitments became a distant world. My days narrowed down to the pre-dawn walk to the hospital from the hotel I found nearby. The air, even at that early hour, was thick with humidity and the portent of a nearing tropical storm. As the morning traffic of buses and taxis and motorcycles streamed by, my own life was at a standstill that required me to hide all my fear, all my frustration, indeed, any emotion in favor of competency.

For five days, I existed in a world where long days of sitting in the hospital, either beside my husband or in the foyer, dealing with our health insurance or travel insurance or the accruing hospital bills, were bookended by a walk where the sights, sounds, and smells were as complex as my own personal struggle. What I came to realize during one of these walks was that while my husband has a tremendous capacity for pain, I have an equally tremendous capacity for coping. And I have come to understand that my ability to give singular devotion to his well being is the mirror to my ability to persist when my writing is daunting and frustrating and without a seeming solution.

In the end, everything worked out. My husband received stellar care in Mexico and when he was stable we were able to get him air-evacuated to San Francisco, where he continued to receive care until his recent discharge. I made it out of Mexico before hurricane Willa hit the west coast. Though the battle with insurance looms in the distance still, I am as prepared as any of my skilled sword-wielding characters, because the resilience that I endowed them with is the same that lies within me.

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What’s in a name? Google Poll for Readers

The process of naming a book is not always straightforward. Sometimes the name comes before the project starts, sometimes it surfaces while writing the manuscript, and often, even when authors have a clear idea of their title, publishers will change them.

When I was writing The Song of All, the title was immediately evident to me. For book two I had a pretty good idea of the title based upon the rough draft, but I did change it. Originally, I had called book two The Legacy of the Heavens, which worked based upon the themes, but then I decided it was really a better series title. So book two became Dreams of the Dark Sky, which comes from one of the characters songs.

Book three had a working title when the trilogy was sold to Night Shade Books/Skyhorse Publishing (who did not change any of my titles!) but now that I am beginning work on it, I think book three needs a different title. I set up a Google Poll which went out in my subscriber newsletter earlier this month, but I also wanted to open up the voting to blog readers. Here are your choices:

Should Book 3 Be Called:




To cast your vote by clicking this link to my Google Poll.

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